People = Hurt...Always.

I can not let other people, and their negative attitudes, poor judgement, and/or irrational behavior, dictate my attitude and/or emotional state...I am responsible for my own reaction, attitude and/or emotions, I am NOT responsible for everyone else or THEIR un/happiness.

Those that I let in will hurt me, this is a proven fact. I need to not be so shocked and vulnerable when blindsided with some hurtful perception that another person has of me. It takes me way too long to overcome emotional pain, therefore it's best that I just don't let people in to begin with.

Summer Vacation...

Some days I wish that I wouldn't have been quite so successful at teaching my children not to play in traffic....like today.

To My Family....

Dear Husband and Children,

I love you. I am thankful that you are mine. Yes, every one of you!

Bill; I REALLY couldn't have asked for a better husband. I can't think of anyone that would have been a better father for our children. I love you, Babe, forever.

Jess, Devin, Jeremy, Chris and Tasha; I am EXTREMELY proud of the individual's you have all become. I would not trade ANY of you for a different kid, not ONE. I love the quirky things that make you all individual, the little things that make you all who you are, even if they do drive me completely NUTS at times. :)

I just wanted to tell you that, in case you didn't know.

All My Love,
Your Wife/Mother (or Nudder Mudder)

Sexy boots??

I must admit, it's always kinda been a fantasy of mine to have a pair of super sexy knee, or thigh, high black boots to wear to bed one night, hopefully only shocking my husband into fantasy land and not actually sending him to the hospital in the midst of a heart attack from laughing so hard....somehow I pictured them in conforming leather with heels, instead of padded with velcro though....

Alien Erotica....

Yeah, I know, it's completely intriguing isn't it. Say it, go ahead, just SAY IT...put some sexy in your voice and just let it roll off your tongue all nice and slow...now you're addicted, you'll be sayin' it in place of everything now...trust me, you WILL. Alien eRotiCaaaaaa.....

Anyhow, this came from a FB post made by a friend of mine that does online writing for a living. She came across an ad for writing "Paranormal Erotica", they were paying a penny per word for accepted submissions of up to 5000 words. I've been SERIOUSLY contemplating it, but I keep coming back to a picture in my head of geeky little Trekky alien freaks, in their little silver space ships, with glowing green hard-ons, needin' a little sumpin' sumpin'....EWWWWW.